It feels like a part of mes been missing for months now,
I don't know how or why or when it's coming back.
I don't do things like I used to, I don't get smashed, I don't work hard at school><
I just want a better life, but I'm not sure how to do that.
Maybe I'll start with...
working harder at school, actually passing all my subjects
saving my money
buying my ticket to big day out (paying back remi's mum^^)
eating less junk food><
getting fit
get out of the house
feel something, anything. hate, love, lust, disgust.. anything
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
issues- healthy weight
what the fuck-
I'm bored out of my mind, so I was watching Entertainment Tonight (lame american 'entertainment news' program) this afternoon and they did a little story on the new Dolce&Gabbanna fragrance collection featuring Naomi Campbell (176cm/51kg), Claudia Schiffer& Eva Herzigova (180cm& 60kg) according to 'sources'.
bull fucking shit if you ask me, I am 55 kgs & 180cms and theres no way I look that skinny, Eva Herzigova in a bikini is the weirdest thing I've ever seen.
I sadly prefer my own body rofl.
though in the dolce campaign she looks extrememly attractive, I guess 3 hours of makeup, soft lighting & airbrushing helps^^
I'm personally tired of the this 'eating disorder' obsessed society. Apparently if your naturally thin your anorexic, I should know, I used to get asked If I had an eating disorder multiple times a day.
I think people should just be fucking happy, because if your not happy, if your not going out, chilling & living your life and sitting on your ass then your going to end up like shrubsole (whsc kids will get that).
sorry for the rambling,
I'm bored out of my mind, so I was watching Entertainment Tonight (lame american 'entertainment news' program) this afternoon and they did a little story on the new Dolce&Gabbanna fragrance collection featuring Naomi Campbell (176cm/51kg), Claudia Schiffer& Eva Herzigova (180cm& 60kg) according to 'sources'.
bull fucking shit if you ask me, I am 55 kgs & 180cms and theres no way I look that skinny, Eva Herzigova in a bikini is the weirdest thing I've ever seen.
I sadly prefer my own body rofl.
though in the dolce campaign she looks extrememly attractive, I guess 3 hours of makeup, soft lighting & airbrushing helps^^
I'm personally tired of the this 'eating disorder' obsessed society. Apparently if your naturally thin your anorexic, I should know, I used to get asked If I had an eating disorder multiple times a day.
I think people should just be fucking happy, because if your not happy, if your not going out, chilling & living your life and sitting on your ass then your going to end up like shrubsole (whsc kids will get that).
sorry for the rambling,
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
4.28 am
dappled sunshine on your skin,
tangled hair,
your intoxicated by the smell of wildflowers
falling back
i can never see through your lies
tangled hair,
your intoxicated by the smell of wildflowers
falling back
i can never see through your lies
Friday, September 18, 2009
ARE YOU HONESTLY THAT STUPID!!!!
I hate getting angry, I hate being mean & I deeply dislike having to hurt peoples feelings, but sometimes I just need to get my point across.
Last night some illiterate hipster wannabe with the intelligence of a jellyfish (they don't have brains just so you know=p) thought she would comment Miss Remi's blog and be a bit of an illiterate douchebag.
The point is Remi retaliated in a decent way pointing out kindly that her posts were of original/quoted &referenced content while this girls were 100% plagiarized.
now being a nice honest person I pointed out that this girl is a few things;
AK says: 'she tries to look classy, but her earrings are from diva'
AK also says: 'dude, she is the sterotypical hipster wannabe'.
now another 'friend' of mine SMC, read this blog and assumed I was bagging her out,
I pointed out that not only does SMC not blog, she is most definatly not a hipster kid, the definition of hipster kid being messy unwashed hair, indie music & ciggrettes.
Where as SMC is more 'I'm so hood', gangstaizzzle etc.
SMC also can't seem to handle others personal oppinions, I showed the dress she is wearing to Miss SMD who said it was hidious, but apparently now SMD's oppinion must be mine to...
It's like fucking cut& paste oppion time with SMC, does she not understand that one persons oppinion is not that of all people associated with that person.
Also just a message to people who I used to mention my oppions to, don't bother I'm not going to tell you anymore because you just go straight and tell everyone..
anyway,
hopefully this angry bitch mood passes..
bye xo
Last night some illiterate hipster wannabe with the intelligence of a jellyfish (they don't have brains just so you know=p) thought she would comment Miss Remi's blog and be a bit of an illiterate douchebag.
The point is Remi retaliated in a decent way pointing out kindly that her posts were of original/quoted &referenced content while this girls were 100% plagiarized.
now being a nice honest person I pointed out that this girl is a few things;
AK says: 'she tries to look classy, but her earrings are from diva'
AK also says: 'dude, she is the sterotypical hipster wannabe'.
now another 'friend' of mine SMC, read this blog and assumed I was bagging her out,
I pointed out that not only does SMC not blog, she is most definatly not a hipster kid, the definition of hipster kid being messy unwashed hair, indie music & ciggrettes.
Where as SMC is more 'I'm so hood', gangstaizzzle etc.
SMC also can't seem to handle others personal oppinions, I showed the dress she is wearing to Miss SMD who said it was hidious, but apparently now SMD's oppinion must be mine to...
It's like fucking cut& paste oppion time with SMC, does she not understand that one persons oppinion is not that of all people associated with that person.
Also just a message to people who I used to mention my oppions to, don't bother I'm not going to tell you anymore because you just go straight and tell everyone..
anyway,
hopefully this angry bitch mood passes..
bye xo
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Holidays.
Hello,
It's Friday morning, technically the last day of term, but it would be a pointless waste of time attending today...
So I'm going to chill at home until someone texts/calls/myspaces me with something better to do.
No, I am not stealing this idea from Remi (www.remikins.blogspot.com), I’ve actually already posted a MySpace bulletin (www.myspace.com/tahdahani)on this but I think I need a more refined version on my blog=]
-Tie Dye Marathon, this will probably consist of Mr.Reesey, Remikins, Beren, Renee, Tami, Josh, Josh 2 & Blake whoever else wants to join in. Basically it will be us making pink& yellow or blue &purple tie dye singlet’s/shirts. What can I say, were hippies?
-Watching movies, specifically Alice In Wonderland (the non-animated 2001 version).
-Working, so I can buy things like pretty dresses from Universal, beer, cigarettes, weed & stuff.
-Asian Photos, with Remi, Tami, Beren & whoever else.
-buy a bikini of some sort.
-go to the beach.
-sneak into a club with Lucy& Steph, or just get ridiculously high with Lucy& Steph.
-live the holidays at Renees=)
-build a teepee in her back yard, get high.
-mission it to the sunshine coast with the mates, go to the beach, show them best ever ice cream store.
-stop eating the whipped cream straight from a can, even if there is nothing else to eat.
-do Mitchell’s cardio exercises, get fit.
-Paint the outside of my caravan, or just get like a million spray cans from ButterBeats & go nuts with TL&BN making pretty pictures, or be lazy and pay MM to do it.
-buy more hippie shit.
-save some money, so I can go to Perth next holidays & finally meet my older brother=)
Also freedom from parents, find out if cannabis really is legal back in WA, visit Grandma, try not to scare her to much. Visit Hazel, see Trash Maddonna live=]
-thinking about dying my hair dark brown again, not sure.
-My brother tells me the corner shop lady will sell me smokes, I intend to test that theory this afternoon.
-Jagerbombs&Margaritas *nomnomnom*
(funnily enough I just added 'Jagerbomb to the dictionary).
Anyway,
I'm going to go make some breakfast (OJ).
Bye xo
It's Friday morning, technically the last day of term, but it would be a pointless waste of time attending today...
So I'm going to chill at home until someone texts/calls/myspaces me with something better to do.
No, I am not stealing this idea from Remi (www.remikins.blogspot.com), I’ve actually already posted a MySpace bulletin (www.myspace.com/tahdahani)on this but I think I need a more refined version on my blog=]
-Tie Dye Marathon, this will probably consist of Mr.Reesey, Remikins, Beren, Renee, Tami, Josh, Josh 2 & Blake whoever else wants to join in. Basically it will be us making pink& yellow or blue &purple tie dye singlet’s/shirts. What can I say, were hippies?
-Watching movies, specifically Alice In Wonderland (the non-animated 2001 version).
-Working, so I can buy things like pretty dresses from Universal, beer, cigarettes, weed & stuff.
-Asian Photos, with Remi, Tami, Beren & whoever else.
-buy a bikini of some sort.
-go to the beach.
-sneak into a club with Lucy& Steph, or just get ridiculously high with Lucy& Steph.
-live the holidays at Renees=)
-build a teepee in her back yard, get high.
-mission it to the sunshine coast with the mates, go to the beach, show them best ever ice cream store.
-stop eating the whipped cream straight from a can, even if there is nothing else to eat.
-do Mitchell’s cardio exercises, get fit.
-Paint the outside of my caravan, or just get like a million spray cans from ButterBeats & go nuts with TL&BN making pretty pictures, or be lazy and pay MM to do it.
-buy more hippie shit.
-save some money, so I can go to Perth next holidays & finally meet my older brother=)
Also freedom from parents, find out if cannabis really is legal back in WA, visit Grandma, try not to scare her to much. Visit Hazel, see Trash Maddonna live=]
-thinking about dying my hair dark brown again, not sure.
-My brother tells me the corner shop lady will sell me smokes, I intend to test that theory this afternoon.
-Jagerbombs&Margaritas *nomnomnom*
(funnily enough I just added 'Jagerbomb to the dictionary).
Anyway,
I'm going to go make some breakfast (OJ).
Bye xo
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
FUCK OFF
hellllo=]
I'm really bored this afternoon, so yeah interview at macca's saturday with my possible new manager (who has the ghettoest name ever). I have come to realise that even though I'm one of the whitest people I know I still have a slight ghetto obsession (youtube '60 ghetto names'), for a while my most used phrase was 'pop a cap in yo ass'. I kind of think this blog is going no where, I mean what's a good topic, I could blog about parties & shit, but the inevitable end to every story would be either;
1) Antoinette gets really fucking smashed and spends heaps of credit booty calling everyone in her adress book, trust me it's quite awkward in the morning when you realise what you've done, thank god I no longer consume that much vodka or fall for guys anymore=]
2)Antoinette get's laid, which is sometimes good...
3) I hook up with lots of people, girls, boys, 21 year old drug dealers..
4) I get stoned, have good time, chill.
anyways.
who want's to help me take down Mrs.C, that bitch has it coming is all I'm saying.
Anyone in my art class will agree when we I say that either Mrs.C did way to many drugs when she was younger, is seriously menopausal or as CW put it 'Your an art teacher, not an artist'.
Her great idea for helping me to do skin co lour on my sea people was to paint them red then layer with white, thanks now I have to start again cause my people look like lobsters. As SS "I feel sorry for her family", I agree.
I'm going to go pray for my eternal soul or some shit.
bye xo
I'm really bored this afternoon, so yeah interview at macca's saturday with my possible new manager (who has the ghettoest name ever). I have come to realise that even though I'm one of the whitest people I know I still have a slight ghetto obsession (youtube '60 ghetto names'), for a while my most used phrase was 'pop a cap in yo ass'. I kind of think this blog is going no where, I mean what's a good topic, I could blog about parties & shit, but the inevitable end to every story would be either;
1) Antoinette gets really fucking smashed and spends heaps of credit booty calling everyone in her adress book, trust me it's quite awkward in the morning when you realise what you've done, thank god I no longer consume that much vodka or fall for guys anymore=]
2)Antoinette get's laid, which is sometimes good...
3) I hook up with lots of people, girls, boys, 21 year old drug dealers..
4) I get stoned, have good time, chill.
anyways.
who want's to help me take down Mrs.C, that bitch has it coming is all I'm saying.
Anyone in my art class will agree when we I say that either Mrs.C did way to many drugs when she was younger, is seriously menopausal or as CW put it 'Your an art teacher, not an artist'.
Her great idea for helping me to do skin co lour on my sea people was to paint them red then layer with white, thanks now I have to start again cause my people look like lobsters. As SS "I feel sorry for her family", I agree.
I'm going to go pray for my eternal soul or some shit.
bye xo
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
awkward lunchtime conversations
So today at lunch, myself RG, SW, KA&SD were discussing sex, and my slight nymphomaniac thing. It was all quite funny till DT came along to join the discussion, just as I was about to say who I regret sleeping with=0
anyway RG goes on to say well if you were a nympho you would have slept with DT, I of course crack up laughing and pass RG a not "I have". I know shame, so i was like obviously I need higher standards, and DT says "bahahaha you slept with BR", I wanted to say "no lol, I actually meant I regret you&TR".
(by the way I'm sorry TL for not telling you about DT, it's just to shame).
Anyway, enough of my 'interesting sex life',
This afternoon I'm in Universal, so I'm lucky enough to be a size 8/10, but unfortunately there's the issue of my boobs, I COULDN'T GET THE ZIP UP ON THE PRETTIEST DRESS EVER THANKS TO STUPID BOOBIES.
According to SD white 'washes me out' whatever, I'm steal buying that dress=]
VOTE GEORGIA FOR PROM QUEEN&KING REMIKINS,
so right now I'm so bored I'm listening to Death Cab For Cutie, thinking to myself about little insignificant things, oh and talking to MR.REEESEY on msn.
oh yeah, talking of insignificant things I showed SD, SMC's dress a couple of days ago and well she thought it was ugly and told SMC so at lunch today SMC walks past and gives me a looks so 'scarrrry' i almost laughed in her face. Who does she think she is, the only person who scares me is the demon lady(ms.garton).
anyway, I shall blog again tommorrow if anyone can be fucked reading the absurdly boring nonsense&musings i waste my time typing=]
Ani.
anyway RG goes on to say well if you were a nympho you would have slept with DT, I of course crack up laughing and pass RG a not "I have". I know shame, so i was like obviously I need higher standards, and DT says "bahahaha you slept with BR", I wanted to say "no lol, I actually meant I regret you&TR".
(by the way I'm sorry TL for not telling you about DT, it's just to shame).
Anyway, enough of my 'interesting sex life',
This afternoon I'm in Universal, so I'm lucky enough to be a size 8/10, but unfortunately there's the issue of my boobs, I COULDN'T GET THE ZIP UP ON THE PRETTIEST DRESS EVER THANKS TO STUPID BOOBIES.
According to SD white 'washes me out' whatever, I'm steal buying that dress=]
VOTE GEORGIA FOR PROM QUEEN&KING REMIKINS,
so right now I'm so bored I'm listening to Death Cab For Cutie, thinking to myself about little insignificant things, oh and talking to MR.REEESEY on msn.
oh yeah, talking of insignificant things I showed SD, SMC's dress a couple of days ago and well she thought it was ugly and told SMC so at lunch today SMC walks past and gives me a looks so 'scarrrry' i almost laughed in her face. Who does she think she is, the only person who scares me is the demon lady(ms.garton).
anyway, I shall blog again tommorrow if anyone can be fucked reading the absurdly boring nonsense&musings i waste my time typing=]
Ani.
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