this is not who i am, nor is it an explanation

i feel nothing for you,

only the anticipation with your arms around me.

you say you hold me cause i'm warm,

but all i feel is cold inside

i know that i'm heartless,

i know this life is pointless.

for what its worth i'm only here for the sex.

but it would be nice if you would hold me after, i need someone to hold me together..

because im falling apart

all the shattered pieces, all the scattered pieces

these pieces of me, held together for hours dissipate into nothing when daylight comes