Cheap cigarettes and cold beer.

Australia Day, a day to BBQ chunks of meat, drink to the point of shitfaced and be like Australian.
Apparently being Australian also means paying 3.90 for a one zone bustrip or to put it in perspective around $13 dollars for daily trip to the city. Why you so expensive public transport?

Apparently the 15% rise in ticket prices is to help repair flood damaged rail lines, ehmm funny because every year they raise public transport fairs 10%.. fairly sure there wasn't a flood last year.

Just miss my concession go card sah much!

On my way to the coast for beer, already have cheap cigarettes, but I'm so thirsty, probably should have stopped and bought a slurpee (;
Because slurpees are delicious and such. Also developing massive girl crushes on Alexa chung and Lesley Arfin, so babein'

SAH LONG BABY!

So yeah, Big Day Out was amazing, got so sunburnt though.
Crystal Castles blew my mind, blew it HARD!

2011, so exciting.

I think a list is in order, I sah need to..

• Get a job, money would be good and I hear my phone bill needs paying.

• Not be sunburnt, moshing at bliss n eso kind of made it worth it though.

• Get more blonde balayage, or dye already balayaged sections blue or maybe pink, there's something just so classy about neon colored hair. Like getting a nice job and rocking up with lavender colored curls.

• Exersize, eat healthy get thin again, nothing tastes as good as skinny feels.
Or at least stop living on feta chicken pizza.

So yeah blogging again, exciting xo

un-re-invent. this.

bring back flame coloured hair?

the question is what am I going to do this year.

pass all my subjects hopefully,

but right now i want flame red hair, a pack of smokes & a bottle of vodka.



this red?

advice from a tree

not sure if i should listen to it?

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entertained?

i find brokencyde quite entertaining, they know me well.

mystery texter

asks if i would like to join there sesh tonight.
I replyed that as i do not know who they are no thanks, not to mention tonsillitius & drugs = evil.. i think.

who are you anonymous texter, i would call you but i hate wasting credit.

oh by the way i really don't like my brother, just you know if he is murdered it was probably me.

friday

It turns out I have EXTREME tonsillitis, which I'm hoping will clear up before Carlo's little shindig next weekend (:

things that make tonsillitis bearable are medication, amoxeycielllen or whatever its called, nurofen plus etc. ORANGE JUICE soothes my massively swollen throat glands & inflamy tonsils. music.. boys like girls, little richard, charlie wilsons supa sexxy remix. I shall blog more when im not so dead.

09'

thank fuck its over (:

not exactly my most sucsessfull year, failed everything at school, hooked up with around 30 people slept with about 5. broke some hearts & stayed a cold hard bitch.

my new years eve was spent fending off rowdy drunk 22 year old men who were a bit to keen for teen, getting drunk in a boat with ho's & defusing arguements started by slutty obese 22 year old women trying to get with 17 year old guys. good times.

ps. I really don't think vodka & coke will ever be a good combination.

no idea what i'm wearing to berens.

somebody want to go late night this thursday?
REMI!!
cause we can get lingerie to ;D

so smashed

you know what i hate?

people who judge people on their looks,

went insane

spent a shitload of money today :D
new dress
2 tops & a skirt,
im ready to party bitchez

i just want your sex,

got problem?

no seriously, I think your just jealous (:
nobody does it like I do

working 9 til 5.

I'm serious.
9- every day this week.
cept for the weekend of course :D
and next week& the week after :(
oh well/

so it turns out that motel zoe wolf dress i wanted isn't in stock anywhere in brisbane,. or australia, you can only order it online from the uk.
which makes me wonder why the fuck is universal advertising it on there website hmm?
*sadface*
dosen't matter though. picking up this cute little strapless silk lbd from sportsgirl on my break tomorrow& it's 30 bucks less than the the shitty wolf print singlet dress :D

also I'm buying a new phone friday, shall be the same number as my old one.
payday friday :D
pancakes friday night !!!!!
fuck yeah, weekend.

Sunday.

Today is sunday so I figure about time I write a sort of to do list for the rest of the week.
- getting hair dyed grungey sort of messy blonde at either leon brant or oscar oscar, cause there both doing hair models so I can get It done for like 30 bucks, fuckyeah.

- put aside money for bus, alchol, food& ciggereates.

- save a little so I can buy a new phone soon.

-blow the rest on clothes :D

my current obsession is this Motel Zoe Wolf dress, it's pretty dreamy *drools*.
So I need that (:
and maybe some badass shoes..
or something.

it's been more than a month

since i got stoned:D
fuck yeah.

2/12/09

so today is my mums 44th :D
happy birthday mum.
I also have an interview at bett's shoes in the city friday, fuckyeah.
I start toyworld tomorrow to.
so if that dosen't work out i have a backup.

I wish,

I could live my life like an episode of skins, sex, spliff, vodka& mdma all in 40 mins (:

oh got the toyworld job, i start thursday:D
pretty awesome, i get to wear what ever i want, fuck yeah.

:D i love her

& I wonder why I'm still single (:

i need to know how to live my life as it's meant to be.

mumford& sons are freakin awesome :D

anyway today is sunday..
Beren& I went job hunting today, just around carindale, city& southbank. we actually had a pretty good time (:
we also stopped and sushi with Remi on her break, then looked at shoes and Christmas decorations.

I have an interview at Toyworld/ Gameworld Tuesday I'm so excited :D
also hanging with Levi Tuesday night, getting rowdy I assume.
Life is already sort of looking up...
it would be awesome if I could have my phone back though.

I will do a proper post tomorrow.. on my new laptop :D
so excited.
night.

when did this all become so meaningless

I've spent hours, attempting to make lists in my mind, sequential, reasonable straight forward lists. Trying to determine the exact moment I threw away my life. I realized that It is fairly silly of me to attempt to make sense of such unreasonableness.

I can't really blame anyone else, as much as I'd like, I can't blame the alcohol or the weed, because these are the same mistakes I was going to make sober. I just need to some how make things right, to think straight and make good decisions for my life. Something I haven't done since June this year.

I wish I could take the easy way out,
but I know how much that would hurt my family &I'm guessing my friends would care to.
I would do anything to start over. The sad thing is I thought I might've had a chance in any relationship with anyone. I'm not the girl that guys think of when they say girlfriend...

I'm more the girl that gets thought of as drunk sex girl.

I now realize how easily I've let myself be used.